"Hollowness: that I understand. I'm starting to believe that there isn't anything you can do to fix it. That's what I've taken from the therapy sessions: the holes in your life are permanent. You have ..."
- Paula Hawkins
"I want to drag knives over my skin, just to feel something other than shame, but I'm not even brave enough for that"
"To have my hopes raised and dashed again, it's like cold steel twisting in my gut."
"We tell our stories differently, don't we, you and I?"
"I wake abruptly, my breath jagged and heart racing, my mouth stale, and I know immediately that's it. I'm awake. The more I want to be oblivious, the less I can be. Life and light will not let me be."
"I'm well aware that there is no job more important than that of raising a child, but the problem is that it isn't valued."
"A tiding of magpies: One for sorrow, two for joy, three for a girl, four for a boy, five for silver, six for gold, seven for a secret never to be told"
"I want to drag knives over my skin, just so that I can feel something other than shame, but I'm not even brave enough to do that."
"The holes in your life are permanent. You have to grow around them, like tree roots around concrete; you mold yourself through the gaps."
"Life and light will not let me be."